What I ate today

So what I ate.
Two handfuls of wheat goldfish
4 spoonfuls of Rocky Road ice cream
Couple bites of a steak stew I made
I drank about 4 cups of peach tea

"To the bone"

I watch the show on Netflix today called To The Bone and it's about eating disorders in anorexia made me think about something. I feel like that woman sometimes the fear of eating that I will not eat because I don't want to be sick or I don't want to be fat again I didn't have this surgery so that I can be fat again I get so scared so so scared when I go to the doctor on they weigh me. I never want to be that person and it's not just the weight it's a person I was totally different when I was that person and I never want to go back.